STILL another day...

Went to cardiac rehab today and reported the hyper-heartbeat of Friday. No one could account for it without a monitor. So...I have cut caffeine out of my life. Also, I find that over-eating contributes to a rapid heart rate. Don't know why.

My appointment for "growth" removal is next Tuesday. The gals at rehab tell me that I need to inform the dermatologist's office that I am on blood thinners. I can't imagine that I will bleed to death from a simple excision, but who knows how simple it will be? Okay...so I'll call them tomorrow in case I have to talk to the cardiologist about medications. Things get complicated, ya know?

There was sunshine today and some warmer temps...but wind. If I can get a day or two of decent temperatures, I will work on getting the patio cleaned up. The inside of the house can wait. No one is here to see it...

I still have so many unanswered questions and so much hurt. Every day, I ask God for the wisdom to get by. Some days are better than others. Were I energized by family motivation, I would have moved mountains by now. As it is, I just survive. I am beginning to understand the dynamic of what has happened in my life, although I can't accept it. I don't have much other choice!

The holidays approach. With so many questions, I'm not sure what to expect. Life goes on, dear friends, whether I want it to or not!

Ciao.