I Want My Mommy!

So many things to do... So many decisions to make... I'm doing the best I can.

My grandchildren will be here tomorrow afternoon. I miss them so much! I was in Robin's room this afternoon, putting away some clothing, and totally lost it. My reaction actually kind of surprised me. I thought I was so much more healed. So many changes, so soon and without warning... I make no apologies for my tears. I'm not over this yet...

Every day is a new experience. I worked on the living room yesterday, putting things in place where they were before I adopted Meg and Nathan's dog...who is now over the Raibow Bridge. I put the children's bedrooms together. Still haven't finished painting the bathroom, but no one will be here long enough to care.

I finally finalized the weekend's plans. Ryan's birthday deal. If it works, it works. If it doesn't, it isn't because I haven't tried! God bless my little dude. He deserves more than he got.

Nightie. I still have things to do!